wanted to read Chekhov but wasn’t sure what translation to look for, learned that Nabokov had a dislike for Constance Garnett, remembered that Nabokov was also on my todo list, started Pnin, and right away, he’s doing the moves, dumping on Garnett 🤗

wanted to read Chekhov but wasn’t sure what translation to look for, learned that Nabokov had a dislike for Constance Garnett, remembered that Nabokov was also on my todo list, started Pnin, and right away, he’s doing the moves, dumping on Garnett 🤗

i’m constantly flip flopping things in my imagination and honestly it’s kinda intrusive and annoying but also some people clearly do not and cannot and it’s so weird imaging their world
the typical stuff:
looking at a young person and imagining them older, even much older
seeing an old person and reminding myself that they were once my age, once in high school, or elementary school
gender presentation alternates
etc
I still spin my phone the same way I did twenty years ago with my thumb on my blackberry’s thumb wheel and middle finger on the back of the phone
important follow up disclaimer: signs are but a small part of activism, one person’s shame and action is not the actual sole or specific expected result, there is almost always a larger strategy, there isn’t a “right way” to protest, etc
shameful-bystander-“they oughta”-comment
using (protest) signs to shame a (shameless) mayor in a major U.S. city about traffic infrastructure when (ineffective) signs are their preferred compromise, for the same reasons, even (they are cheap, easy to put up quickly), sure is something
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feeling pretty isolated and lonely this evening, so much that socials are downright off-putting, I can’t get into the book I’m reading, and there’s nothing to watch that is appealing at all. oh, I do have an American Master’s to finish, let’s see
https://www.pbs.org/video/hopper-an-american-love-story-faeahk/
ah, christ, this guy!?
I forgot to check on this last night! Phew, we remain on standby.
🫱🏼🫲🏽 Hall of Justice Juror Group On Standby 611 🫱🏼🫲🏽
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ninth book of 2024 (is counting like this annoying? idk, it’s all one mutable thread, so, whatever): “Get in Trouble", by Kelly Link ( https://kellylink.net/books/get-in-trouble).
More great stories, some of which, but fewer than those in “Stranger Things Happen” would fit right in with those collected in “Black Water” ( https://mastodon.social/@gravely/110403938932091902) and “Black Water 2” ( https://mastodon.social/@gravely/110899731695137550).

eighth book of 2024: “Stranger Things Happen", by Kelly Link ( https://kellylink.net/books/stranger-things-happen-old).
So good, I’m grabbing another collection of Link’s, "Get in Trouble”, immediately.

seventh book of 2024: “Titanium Noir", by Nick Harkaway ( https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/62052321-titanium-noir). What it says on the tin and knows it. Spoonfuls of chewy metaphors.

this coat is reversible and I’ve been liking it both right-side-out and inside-out so the collar is permanently in cooler-than-me casual rebellion

I love views of downtown as I enter the city afar, and from hilltops and rooftops in the neighborhoods. But I always also imagine the following dialog with myself:
"Wow, hard to believe people built all that over there”
"Yeah, pretty neat! Do you want to go there? Maybe into one of those cool buildings?”
“Nope.”
“Do the people who live there like it?
"Nobody lives there.”
“OK, but at least the buildings are used to good stuff? Right?"
“No, not really.”
laying in bed “watching tv” on my laptop, but about to close it and go to sleep. it is 8:50PM.

🏁 what I’m considering Mission Dolores, Castro, and Eureka Valley, bound by Market, Valencia, and 20th.
Glen Park next for real this time, I think. Or Potrero Hill. Maybe both.
